"Even" was the first demo recorded with UK based vocalist Christina Rotondo. She will be featured on several of the tracks published here.
Lyrics
Love me, then you'll never leave
I promise I won't always be
Locked inside the misery
Lost in my own apathy
Take me to my knees
Give me understanding
Lost all my beliefs
I took myself for granted
Help me see this world
As it was intended
Let me restored
'Cause I am not the same
I struggled just to hold my own
Even though you didn't know
Hid my battle from the world
Just couldn't tell another soul
And I don't mind being up at night
Sometimes being gone - is better than another fight
'Cause even though I can be told
Doesn't mean I'm gonna know
Even though I carry on
It doesn't mean that I belong
Even though I know I'm wrong
I can't help but feel alone
Take me to my knees
Give me understanding
Lost all my beliefs
I feel my soul's suspended
Help me through this world
Until I am mended
Let me be restored
'Cause I am still afraid
I feel you when the lights go down
Even though you're not around
I hear as if you're calling out
Even though it's over now
Even though the sun grows old
I see you in the afterglow
Guide me to my feet
Now my soul's withstanding
All of my beliefs
Were given new beginnings
I have seen this world
And all those within it
Now I've been restored
Now I've been reborn